Friday, June 19, 2020
Slocan Lake View
Colored Pencil on Ampersand Pastelboard
6 X 12"
Note to my Readers: This post was written prior to my last finished colored pencil piece "Welcome Wellies" you can see it here. At the time I thought it might never get finished. I wasn't quite sure I would share this on my blog as it's personal to my journey as an artist and adult but here goes.......
The Space in Between, the skills in between the mastery or the sales. The paintings in between or not yet finished, or maybe never finished. Much like the Seasons in-between of nature, all have their place. The droning on of Winter’s chill and the awakening of Spring's warm temperatures. My painting above gives me the feeling of the space in between. If you'd like to see the post of this painting's story you can find it here.
We all need a period of rest, all plants and animals do too! However they never seem to need reminding. A refilling of the well, rejuvenation of spirit, or re-found motivation, of new directions or purpose. It all plays a part in the process. The process of becoming and of creating. I’m a stubborn sort, impatience I’ve written about before. I’m also a perfectionist in many aspects of art, life and self. However much I would like to release the perfection seeking, it’s part of me. The “imperfection" of all this seeking is not lost on me.
Acceptance of “me” the real me and not the one I’ve read I should be. It’s an elusive and lofty goal. So right now I’m just working on the space between this goal and where I’ve been. The right now moment where I sit, this current season of my life, the imperfect aging body I have - This space in between the artist I’ve been and who I want to be. Acceptance of how far I’ve come. Sitting in this space in between I can’t help to see possibilities of a future.
So today I choose to accept the Space in Between. Much like those first waking moments in the morning, between being awake or re-closing your eyes in denial of it. It’s not easy some days. The pull of staying warm in what we know like those soft blankets in our bed. And opening our eyes to the bright morning light and risking the cool air to start our day.
The vulnerability in those moments in between choosing can consume us and keep us from trying. Although they can be exciting and full of energy if we let them. Like the child on Christmas morning ready for the adventure of what may come.
Sometimes we get caught up in the what’s next! Rushing thru the check list, done, done, check mark! We forget it’s the "In Between" days or stages of a project where we find the Joy of doing. True it can be less exciting than the actual checking off. But from what I know of artists’ block getting back into the process of doing (the In Between of completion), can be the hardest part. Learning to enjoy this stage or find joy there is key for the long haul.
So I sit in this silence of the In Between, I sit with where I am. Just like one can choose to go out on a mid Winter’s day to sit in the Season. Drink it in, rest assured you are in the now. Enjoy the small promises of the sun peaking thru with the crispness of breeze in the air. Learn to love the in between for there you will find the best of days in this space between.
What is your Season In Between? Where do you find the joy while waiting?
I promise I'll get back to creating soon, but thought I'd add this new section to the blog for those who additionally need inspiring thoughts. If you'd like to see more of these make a comment and I'll try to oblige.
Sunday, May 31, 2020
|"WELCOME WELLIES", 20 X 16, Colored Pencil on Ampersand Pastelboard|
It showcases many generations welcomed in our home; my mother's circa 1940's red umbrella, my Welly boots, and my grandchildren's alligator Welly boots (all 3 of them wore these fun little boots), with our colonial welcome yard ornament at our Provencal blue door. The pair of blue garden gloves was added to soften the boot edge and to bring a repeat of blue to the composition. The bouquet of flowers I placed in a vase and into the tall back boot were to enhance our two story entry for the Open House we had when selling this home. The flowers are a symbol of how the gardens there were such a part of our lives.
When completing this painting I wanted to preserve the glow of sunlight through part of the red umbrella and where the light steamed under it. Textures of the aggregate and brick porch floor wasn't fun but not hard to create but time-consuming. Although the reflections on the shiny stripped boots were fun and are always the best part to accomplish. Love doing reflections!
Just looking at this painting makes me remember all the wonderful times we had at this home. From Spring Easter Egg hunts to splashing in mud puddles! ;)) So much fun, graduation to prom photos, garden swings, badminton games, and paddle pools. Downsizing from such a home toward a smaller one where life can be easier, simpler and which allows for more art, family and good times is our future.
While the above photos just show the beginnings of the painting, line drawing transfer then watercolor pencil underpainting of the door, umbrella and background tones. Much planning was done before the line drawing like the many set up versions to the many many photos. moving the ornament from right side to left for composition reasons after the photos were taken. However I neglected in my moving brain fog to photograph all the dry color pencil application stages.
The painting from set up to competition took 11 months, not because it was so large or difficult but because life got in the way. The process of downsizing isn't for the faint of heart and certainly not for sissies. Going from a home we as a family of 5 grew into and down to a home for two empty nesters took perseverance and cut throat eliminating. donating and giving.
Always hoping for more time to paint, healthy partners, and not having to move twice from home to apartment/storage while building to finally moving again into our new open plan one story home. I love this new home and it was so "just in time" before my dear hubby's total knee replacement.
More on the new place yet to come, and a studio tour is a possibility so stay tuned. Sorry to have been gone so long from my blog and you readers. So comment if you can: Have you downsized recently? Has life gotten in your way of creating? How did you get back on track?
Back in the studio and out sketch journaling, at a safe social distance of course ;))
Friday, April 5, 2019
|Entwined - Charleston's Angel Tree 12 X 24, Colored Pencil on Ampersand Pastelboard|
"Angel Oak is a Southern live oak located in Angel Oak Park on Johns Island near Charleston, South Carolina. The tree is estimated to be 400-500 years old. It stands 66.5 ft tall, measures 28 ft in circumference, and produces shade that covers 17,200 square feet. Its longest branch distance is 187 ft in length. Wikipedia"
I have been on a personal mission to visit with and witness as many of the truly historic, amazingly large and unique trees on our planet. Click the Wikipedia link above to read more about this wondrous tree. I have photo references for many here in VA that are in my "Must Paint" file. And during my Pacific Northwest & Canada trip last Sept. I photographed some really amazing trees.
When I decide to draw the Angel Oak I decided to focus on the entwined branches and the resurrection ferns that grew on the branches - instead of the leaves. Per one of my favorite blogs that just happens to be in Charleston: Art Food Home: "Resurrection ferns when dry turn brown and appear to be dead. When it rains they’re rehydrated and turn a lush green without a speck of brown. Apparently there is a special protein the resurrection fern has called DEHYDRIN which allows it to become lush and green only hours after receiving rain/water! These ferns last up to 100 years!" You can read more on her blog.
|One of the many reference photos I used.|
Although I often live up to the "Crazy Artist" reputation in my family - the day we were at the Angel Oak I felt a kind of "hum" or lets call it an energy that seemed to surge from the ground into my body. Something I have felt in the presence of 2 other Majestic Trees since then. I'm not sure what it is but it leaves you knowing you have been in the company of nature's time aged wisdom.
Can you feel it? Next time you're in the presence of a natural wonder take time to feel the energy. After all who doesn't need more energy?
Look for more of my tree series to come, but now there's a still life on my drawing board.
Tuesday, October 23, 2018
Labels: British Columbia landscape painting, Canada, Colored Pencil Landscape, Colored Pencil Paintings, Gloria J Callahan Art, Landscape painting, Plein Air in Colored Pencil, Slocan Lake painting, Travel Journaling, traveling with CP's